Do you see a servant honest and true or do you see the real me

Lonely scared and weak ?

Trying to be good but finding it hard

Do you see the love I have for you ?

And my desire to come totally to your will

But knowing that at times my selfishness and love of sin puts a barrier up between us

That my love of self and need for attention overwhelms me

And Lord it scares me to think I’m hurting you

I pray Lord that you will forgive me and give me the strength to truly repent of this

I ask this in the knowledge that you love me in whatever state I’m in

Love me so much that you sent your only son Jesus Christ to die for me on a cross at Calvary

But also in the knowledge that I will let you down in my own strength

And ask you to cover me with your strength and with the blood of Jesus

Thank you sweet Lord, amen